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Minutes to cook, and then I'll drive to your house.
DirtyKate:I'm almost finished with my shower... Hurry up!
Bloodninja:You can't hurry good pizza.
Bloodninja:I'm on my way now though
DirtyKate:So you're at my front door now.
Bloodninja:How did you know?
Bloodninja:I knock but you can't hear me cause you're in the shower. So I let myself in, and walk inside. I put the pizza down on your coffee table.
Bloodninja:Are you ready to get nasty, baby? I'm as hot as a pizza oven
DirtyKateooohh yeah. I step out of the shower and I'm all wet and cold. Warm me up baby
Bloodninja:So you're still in the bathroom?
DirtyKate:Yeah, I'm wrapping a towel around myself.
Bloodninja:I can no longer resist the pizza. I open the box and unzip my pants with my other hand. As I penetrate the gooey cheese, I moan in ecstacy. The mushrooms and Italian sausage are rough, but the sauce is deliciously soothing. I blow my load in seconds. As you leave the bathroom, I exit through the front door....
DirtyKate:What the f**k?
DirtyKate:You perverted piece of s**t
goth-ripper wesołego dnia 2003-07-05 o szczęsliwej godzinie 13:26:27
That maybe he’s not paying too much attention to me, I decided to lie a little about myself. I told him that I was a cutter, which was partially false; I had never cut myself again after my first try. He was worried, and I didn’t know what to do with myself either. I was suffering when I watched how sad he was getting and how tired he was after nights of thinking how he can help me. I knew how selfish it was, but I couldn’t stop.
After months of pain Adam couldn’t stand it any more. He became good friend with one of my girl friends. I though that everything will be fine, but when I discovered how close they really wear I got frustrated. I went to the bathroom, took a blazer and I made two small marks on my leg. Then I made a picture of it, I’ve send them to both, Adam, and my friend. Right now I would call it a stupid try of getting attention, back then it was the expression of how hurt I felt.
I was loosing more friends, and I was aware of it. I promised Adam that I will change. He was there for me after all I did; he even stopped talking to that girl just to keep me calmed. I tried hard, but I couldn’t find a way out. In about a month Beatrice and I were at a party. I could see that there is something wrong going on, she got frustrated; no one could stop her. Someone called the ambulance, first thing that.